Friday, December 13, 2013

RAGS AND TATTERS: SOME ROUGH LINES AT CHRISTMAS

Proclaiming the news of the Christmas gospel is a daunting assignment for a preacher. Many of us ask ourselves, "What can I add to this old, old story?" For a number of years my response to this challenge has been to attempt a Christmas sermon in verse. When preaching, I try to read these sermons fluidly, without undue attention to the line endings dictated by poetry. 

I offer this as my blog Christmas card, with thanks for reading, and a prayer that all will hear Good News in this season.

Some have said that childhood is a luxury
of modern times, something we’ve come to see
through the eyes of Dickens and the others.
But I’m not convinced. I think that mothers

and their fierce, soft love made childhood to be
what it is. A time for little ones to see
all life and promise in their mother’s face,
who lets them grow to be themselves in a place

where they are safe: to reach, to try, to laugh, to cry;
To fall and get picked up, a healing smile in mother’s eye:
“All better!…” This is no sentimental new
modern thing, this childhood, it’s the path through

which in all times everyone has learned to be
who they are, and how to live, and how to see
the way. Thus Mary, pondering shepherds' news
still had to teach her wonder child how to tie his shoes.

That is to say, that Christmas truly means
that Christ was born of Mary, a real kid. In his teens
the gospel tells us that Mary had to scold
him for wandering off – “Where have you been! Haven’t I told

you to stay with us in the crowd? Your dad
and I were worried.” And though the young lad
had an answer (teen-agers always do),
he heard how much his mother loved him. And his father, too.

For Joseph, too, had held the little child
that Christmas night, when for his Mary mild
he’d made a bed for them of wood and straw
and pondered, too, the shepherds tale of awe.

And for the love of Mary he’d become
the father of her angel-blessed son.
A carpenter, he’d teach him all he could,
of how to make a life of nails and wood.

Her Joseph held the child that night and said,
“You are mine,” and kissed his little head,
“And I am yours,” and knelt and said a prayer
that he would show this boy a father’s care.

So love came down at Christmas, but I wonder
if it was through a father and a mother
that little baby Jesus grew to be
the man of love that we have come to see…

upon a cross: The place where Mary’s heart
was broken, where heaven tore apart
the sky, as the angels had, when shepherds wondered
that night so long ago; when Mary pondered

these things in her heart. These things? Is this
what called forth carols? Angels’ songs of bliss?
The same mother’s love that kissed a bandaged knee
would have covered, held this boy, so it could never be.

And did Joseph throw himself before the swords
and say, “Not my boy!” Shout to the soldiers and the hordes,
“This is my son. Take me.” As any father would?
And did he then remember how that good

news had sounded in a stable on that night
when shepherds told of skies aglow with light?
And his own angel’s message: How he heard,
“Joseph, save this child, he’ll save the world!”

And so recall how Mary is the one
whose fierce love made a home for God’s own son;
how Joseph loved his Mary and this boy:
This little family is the whole world’s joy.

But joy this Christmas still seems lost in night;
we search the heavens for the angels’ light.
We see a glow of hope, the dawn of morn.
We hear the news, “To you a child is born.”


Tuesday, October 29, 2013

REMEMBERING GERHARD FROST

Gerhard Frost, who died in 1988, was a college and seminary professor and pastor, beloved by all who knew him. He had a lincolnesque combination of strength and quietness about him. His seminary class on the principles of education caused me, ironically, to leave seminary and become a teacher – for a while. After I was ordained – and in Gerhard’s later years – he became a colleague, a neighbor, and a friend.

Gerhard Frost was one of those pastors for whom reflective time was essential. His parishioners, his students – and we – are the beneficiaries of those reflections, especially as they resulted in the publication of a number of books of poetic meditations. Here are three favorites:

THESE RUDE FEET

In the Scottish highlands
a man of science knelt,
crouched in the morning dew,
the better to hold a microscope
over a heather bell.

Lost in the blue traceries of exquisite design,
he saw a sun-drawn figure,
the shadow of a man.
Gazing up into a shepherd’s face,
he quickly bade him look.

One long moment
the old man stood, beholding,
pierced by microscopic patterns
in the flower.
Then he spoke: “I wish
you’d never shown me that!”
“But, why?” was the surprised response.
“Because,” the old man said,
gazing at two worn boots,
“these rude feet have crushed
so many of them.”

These rude feet,
and this God’s day,
this most resplendent hour!
Father of mercies,
give me eyes,
make me aware:
I walk in Gift today.

LOVE CHEATS

I remember my mouthy days,
my dazzling debates
with mom and dad.

Like a winner,
confidently I’d argue,
condescendingly I’d instruct,
tolerantly I’d repeat,
patiently I’d wait,
until, without a moment’s warning,
one of them would say,
“You know, we love you!”

“Foul!” I’d yearn to cry,
and I’d want out.
They’d struck so hard –
and below the belt.

Love cheats.
It always does;
there’s no defense.

GOING ON

In the long shadows of late November
we stood at the grave of one beloved
as husband, father, friend,
and I overheard soft-spoken words,
not meant for me,
but words to remember.

The moment had arrived,
that time that comes
in every hour of grief,
the moment for going on.
It was then that she,
the daughter and the only child,
spoke words intended just
for her mother: “Well, mama?”

Two softly spoken words,
nothing more, and yet so much
in meaning and in courage,
much with which to turn together
toward a future with a different face,
words of hope and love, great love,
for we honor those who’ve taught us
to face forward by going on.


Unless I am mistaken, Gerhard Frost's books are now out of print, but many of them can be found on Amazon or used book sites such as Alibris.com. These are from "Blessed Is The Ordinary."

Thursday, October 24, 2013

A PRAYER TO ORGANIZE MY PRAYER LIFE


A good friend – an engaging preacher, caring pastor, and author – says (of himself), “My messy desk is a sign of my messy life!” Couldn’t have said it better myself (of myself). One of the many messy parts of my life is my approach to daily devotions and prayer. I have no doubt that many of my parishioners (thankfully) have a more disciplined devotional life than I do. And I’m not alone. Other pastor friends have confessed that, like me, they “struggle” with this part of their schedule. This has to do, no doubt, with personality types, learning styles, and whatever odd socio-psycho-spiritual things that make us who we are. (Some of you – also friends – who have read the lectionary and “prayed the hours” before I’m stumbling toward the coffee pot won’t know what I’m talking about.)

Into this mess, a few years ago, dropped a wonderful book, “For All The Saints: A Prayer Book For and By the Church,” with each day ordered as follows: Opening prayer, three scripture readings (pretty good chunks), a piece of writing by one of the “saints” of the church (both ancient and contemporary), and a closing prayer, also written by some ancient or modern worthy. (Why one would use pre-written prayers is another subject for another journal post.) The book also contains the entire Psalter so that one can include a daily psalm. I know that many books use a similar outline, but this one has grabbed me as others haven’t, and – although with many a lapse – has brought order to my prayer life partly because I so look forward to it each morning.

All this by way of introducing a prayer – the closing prayer of a few days ago. I found myself reading this out loud, and it took on a kind of rhythm. It spoke to me, deeply, and “prayed” for me. I’m using it – for the time being – as a daily prayer.  (I don’t speak with thees and thous, and I don’t usually pray with them, but in this case they’re part of the package.) If I can just find the book, here… Ah, there it is….

O Thou who art not only my God, but also my Father, I thank Thee that Thou dost encourage me to draw near as Thy child. O give me a Father’s blessing.
Thou art acquainted with all my wants. Every trial, every sorrow, every craving of my heart is known to Thee. I am weak; do Thou strengthen me. I am poor; do Thou enrich me. I come to Thee in all my emptiness; do Thou fill me out of Thy fullness. Give me all that I need, and more than I dare to ask. Give me, not according to my unworthiness, but according to my necessity, and according to the abounding riches of Thy grace.
And, O God, Thou knowest likewise all my sins. Make me to know them also, and to feel their greatness. Call to remembrance all that is past. Show me where I have been wrong. Bring to light my hidden iniquities. I acknowledge the guilt of my evil thoughts, my unholy desires, my secret transgressions. Pardon me, O my Father, for Jesus’ sake. Blot out my sins in that precious blood which was shed for me on the cross. Take away this heart of stone, and give me a heart of flesh—a tender, believing, loving heart.
O Lord, help me to live nearer to Thee day by day. Keep me under the blessed influence of Thy Holy Spirit. Make me to be ever growing in grace. Forgetting those things which are behind, may I be ever pressing towards the prize of my high calling. Give me grace to crucify self, and to bring my thoughts and desires and will into subjection to Thee.
Bless, O Lord, those who are near and dear to me. Give unto them all that I have asked for myself. If any of them are at this time in sorrow, do Thou comfort them. If in doubt or difficulty, do Thou guide them. Those of them who are still afar off from Thee, do Thou bring near. And to those who know and love Thee, give more and more of Thy grace.
Hear me, O my Father, and give me an answer of peace to these my prayers for Jesus Christ’s sake. Amen
 ~ Ashton Oxendon (1808 – 1902)

from, "For All the Saints: A Prayer Book For and By the Church," Vol III, The American Lutheran Publicity Bureau, 1995.