Thursday, December 22, 2011

RAGS AND TATTERS: SOME ROUGH LINES AT CHRISTMAS


Many preachers are confronted with a kind of awe at the great texts of Christmas and Easter, saying to ourselves, "What more can I say about so profound a story?" For a number of years my response to this has been to attempt a Christmas sermon in verse. I offer this one as my blog Christmas card.

Now Advent winds are bringing in the cold of winter,
and scattered stars glow with a chill and distant light.
The road to Bethlehem is getting ever darker –
and darker still before we come to Christmas Night.

Imagine, then, young Mary and her steadfast Joseph;
with little donkey clopping out a lonesome song,
she nods to dream, the child stirs, and she remembers
the message of an angel, now it seems so long

ago –  to her, and to the people of the promise.                                              
Her people have been waiting for these thousand years,
and she – for these nine months in which all time is folded –
has held all love: The answer to all hopes and fears.

Joseph’s hope, for now, is just to find that small inn,
a welcome place he’s heard of on the edge of town.
She’s tired and she’s cold – and soon they’ll be a family!
He’ll tell them, “Please, a bed so Mary can lie down….”

We, too, would add our voices after Joseph’s pleading,
“This is God’s mother – surely you can find a bed!”
But, no, God’s family comes this night in rags and tatters;
they’re lucky, after all, to get this straw instead.

And down through all the ages are so many searching,
like this poor young couple, as they seek to find
shelter, food, and friendship – and a new beginning:
A light ahead, the sad and weary road behind.

And even in our day of marvels, comfort, plenty;
chance can find a man, like that one you saw
homeless in the darkness as the winter gathers.
He, too, would welcome happily a bed of straw.

In Africa a mother’s life is much like Mary’s:
Gathering wood and water to get through each day.
Her Joseph on the road seeking work or barter,
as satellites spin on their high and starry way.

Our brothers in Colombia still live with danger –
like Israel’s people living in the grip of Rome.
This world, though history’s pages tell of many changes,
is still the world where Jesus’ family made their home.

The people in the darkness long to see that great light
promised long ago. So where is God to be
found? How will he save the people from their sorrow?
Will He work a wonder? Or is it that he

himself will be the miracle: God born among us,
not in golden wealth, but in that family –
Remember? – We were following them? They found a stable --
Look, there in that manger, could it… could it be…

A baby! Look! Here come a band of curious shepherds;
this is what the angel told them they would see.
This is why the heavens opened wide with glory
The savior of the nations is… a poor baby!

Rejoicing all around from these rowdy shepherds!
They tell their news to Mary, her eyes glow with tears.
In her heart she ponders all these words, and wonders
what life will bring their precious child down the years.

And, pondering, remembers her own angel’s message –
So filled with joy, and yet there was a shadow, too.
A son of mine?  To be the savior of the people?
Too much! But let it be: he’ll do what God must do.

And Joseph of the true heart will adopt this baby;
for love of Mary he will dearly love their child.
“Emmanuel” “God With Us” – Names the angel gave him –
but papa now must guard him in a world so wild.

Now see! Those cold and distant stars begin to gather
into a band of light and they bow to one:
One star among them shines a beam of love’s own brightness
upon the little scene: The birth of God’s own son!

And you, who like the shepherds, now have heard the good news,
like them you’ve heard what Heaven’s angels had to say,
now join your voice to theirs: shepherds, stars, and angels,
And sing that Jesus Christ the Lord is born today!


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References to Africa and Colombia are a recognition of our congregation's companion churches in those places.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

PLAYING SCRABBLE IN THE MULTIVERSE: YOUR MOVE


My friend Warren and I have a running Scrabble game going – on our iPhones. He’s in Texas, I’m in Minnesota. On a lazy Saturday we might finish a game in less than an hour; more often a game stretches out for a day-and-a-half or so, with intermittent play wound into our routines.  The chat feature allows us to stitch our moves together with conversation and wise cracks – keeping in touch (which is actually the richest part of the whole deal).

Although it’s fun to discover that it’s “my turn” while idling fifteen minutes in the dentist’s waiting room, the most enjoyable experience of the game is the afore-mentioned Saturday morning with a cup of coffee, or around 5:00 – happy hour – with a glass of wine, not playing on the fly but replying back and forth with moves – and chat – in real (if occasionally interrupted) time.

This happy hour experience has made me realize that – beyond the fun of playing a game and the novelty of doing it electronically – what we are actually engaging in is the rapidly developing philosopho-science of virtual reality. Even though our Scrabble exchange is a rather minor and low-key expression of VR, I have a sense that something, well, virtually real is happening, and it is one small part of a significant alteration in human interaction and relationship that is not only technological but ontological. And it may not be an alteration at all, but more like a movement along a continuum.

What is virtually real is not just the click and clack of the game tiles, but the fellowship – yes, the emotional feeling – of the experience. If the standard of reality in this case is sitting in front of the fire, my friend across the table with a game board between us, a glass of wine in front of each of us, and the hum of chit-chat and the occasional bon mot passing back and forth, this virtual game offers about, say, 70% of that. So of course I’m not equating iPhone Scrabble with being in the presence of my friend, but, hey!, 70%!

I’m quite serious about this. I’m a quintessential “people person;” in the beginning stages of my entry into the world of computing (and iThings) I would have laughed if anyone had suggested that any of these applications would have the slightest resemblance to essential human interaction. But I’m experiencing it. And –  (the continuum) – what will this be like in 2061 when my friend’s image will come from the internet in my eyeball, we’ll chuckle in real time at one another’s wise cracks, and raise a glass to toast the beginning of a game, smiling eye-implant to eye-implant.

The more profound continuum – and the inspiration for this little essay – is provided by the cosmological theory of the multiverse. Proponents of this theory postulate that there could be an infinite number of universes, and, if that is the case, advanced civilizations have long ago developed the art of constructing simulated universes, which means, according to one application of the theory, that it is most likely that we are living in one of these fake universes – a virtual world created on some kind of non-digital super-computer.1  This puts a new twist on wondering how “real” the entire experience of playing virtual Scrabble is.

Physicists – even those who propose it – acknowledge that it’s difficult to tell if the idea of the multiverse is physics or philosophy (since it is scientifically un-testable).2 My virtual Scrabble game with my friend certainly lacks the physical, but, philosophically, it works. In the context of all that our friendship has to offer, it’s not good enough. But it’s pretty good.

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1. For a mind-boggling, but accessible, discussion of the implications of the multiverse, see, "Cosmic Jackpot," by physicist Paul Davies.

2. There's a good introduction to the multiverse and string theory on the recent PBS "Nova" series, "The Fabric of the Cosmos," with physicist Brian Greene.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

BUT WILL THE PERSONNEL COMMITTEE WRITE "READ MORE" ON MY REVIEW?


"After every sermon the preacher should fall on his knees and ask God to forgive him for what he's just done." ~Martin Luther


Although I believe in legitimate accountability (church council, etc.), I long ago quit looking nervously over my shoulder and came to the conclusion that if I feel OK about what I’m doing, I am not so concerned about what Mrs. McGillicuddy thinks.  Another way to put that is to say that I am my own best (or worst) critic (with, I repeat, the added seasoning of accountability).

As such – although I actually do feel pretty good about the work I do in this calling – I have a litany of shortcomings that would probably be longer than any list that my worst enemy could come up with.

Another time, perhaps, I’ll go after myself about missed hospital calls, repetitive stewardship sermons, or failed attempts to ignite a passion for the faith in a fourteen-year-old confirmation student. Today my confession is that, over the course of thirty-five years of ministry, I have not done enough reading.

I want you, friend, to understand that I am, in fact, a reader. But my reading is exhibit A of the proof of the old adage: “That which is urgent but not important drives out that which is important but not urgent.” And of course I use “urgent” somewhat loosely. For good or ill, reading and study take a second place to staff meetings, council meetings, writing newsletter articles, pastoral counseling, teaching confirmation, hospital calling, emergency visits, etc. All of which I readily accept as part of the job description of my call, some of which are urgent, all of which are important, but none of which are more important than regular reading and study.

I cast this as a “confession” because it’s my own fault. I’m not blaming my parish or its people. (Not even Mrs. McGillicuddy.) Years ago, through the example of an enlightened mentor, I was freed from any sense of guilt about letting people know that I was “wasting time” reading a book.  The object of my confession is a combination of a haphazard discipline of my time and the actual busy-ness of the calling.

Four categories of reading come to mind as being essential to what I do:
  • The general reading required of anyone who seeks to be a literate and informed citizen: newspapers, various magazines, book reviews, etc. (Who was it that said, “The preacher should prepare a sermon with the Bible in one hand and the newspaper in the other?”)
  • The artful and literary writing of fiction, non-fiction, and poetry – both the recognized “classics” and the new stuff. One of my homiletical heroes, the Scottish preacher James S. Stewart, of the 1940s-60s, laced his engaging sermons with references to Shakespeare and to other poets and writers of both ancient and modern times.  (This raises another issue: The reading of the person in the pew. I know that I hark back, perhaps in vain, to a time when to be educated meant that one would be acquainted with the Bible and with Shakespeare.)
  • Regular engagement with theological writing (again, both ancient and modern) and professional journals in the fields of theology and practical ministry.
  • The Bible. I agree with a colleague of mine who once said, “I can’t preach on this text until I discover how it changes me.” This means – no matter how many times I’ve read it before – reading and re-reading this book that is the basis of much of our civilization and our understanding of the world. From a standpoint of faith, I belong to a community that considers it to be “the word of God,” not as some kind of magical tome, but as a record of God’s covenantal and reconciled relationship with us. Faith, the Apostle Paul says, is a gift of the the Holy Spirit; it is the Spirit and the Word(s) that bring the message of this book alive, again and again.
Our ivory tower seminary professors suggest twenty hours a week be devoted to reading and study for the weekly sermon. But my “ivory tower” chide isn’t fair – I agree with the professors. It is a goal that is in keeping with what I am called to do as a “minister of word and sacrament.”  OK, some weeks it may dip to fifteen… or ten, but I’m going to keep trying. Regular reading is what allows the preacher, when invited to preach, to use that old saw, “I’ve been preparing for this all my life.”